elaine

Elaine is amazing. In a lot of ways, we are really different people, but she is one of my best, most loyal, most there for me friends. We don't hang out all the time or talk everyday, but when we hang out, it's just comfortable. We can talk, we can not talk, we can do something, we can not do something, and it's all fun and enjoyable. I really like having people like that in my life. Elaine is also a very caring person. She really takes care of her friends. She often cooks for them, she gets them things she thinks they'll like, she overall just listens and provides for them. I wish I were as generous and thoughtful as her! I really admire that she remembers what people like and thinks about them and gets people things that make them feel special. I want to do that more! Elaine is also really good at finding things that she likes to do and doing them. I think part of that is because she's pretty independent in ways. She gardens, she sometimes makes jewelry, etc. I wish I were like that but I don't know if I'm capable of it haha. I think because Elaine is independent, she is also pretty private and doesn't care what people think of her most times. I wish I were able to be more private like her and have some mystery to me, but I guess different strokes on that one so I don't mind this difference. I do want to work on not caring as much what people think of me and doing things I like without depending on others as much. That is something I need to work on a lot. Things to work on: 1. Be more thoughtful and notice things people like and remember them more, 2. Care less what others think and do what I want to do somewhat more independently, 3. Be generous.